francis, a pope of la lucha???

francis, a pope of la lucha???

“Habemus Papam”…words that signaled the beginning of a new chapter for the Roman Catholic Church, words mixed with excitement, hope, dread, and yearnings for transformation.

The election of Pope Francis was and is an important event not only because he is the spiritual and political leader of the Catholic Church but because he is the first pope of color chosen to sit on the throne of Peter since perhaps the Apostle himself, perceptions based on constructions of race here in the United States.  Taking this a step further his election also reflects a different kind of first—yes, he is the first pope to hail from South America, but this also means that he is the first pope from a land that was colonized socially, politically, and spiritually by Europe, a colonization endorsed and blessed by the very seat of power Francis now sits on.  I wonder what moved the College of Cardinals to finally value an expression of Catholicism from an area of the world where Christianity was imposed and used to justify the annihilation of local cultures?  Were they aware of these dynamics throughout their discernment?

I don’t envy Francis and worry about his sanity.  People from all sides of the theological spectrum are imposing on him their agendas from conservatives wanting him to uphold status quo to progressives calling on him for needed reforms.  He has only been in his new role within the Church for a few days and already has an unrealistic list of do’s and don’ts.  We need to give him space to breathe and time to settle in, at least enough time to figure out where the bathroom is in the Vatican, before he can press the magical button that will fix everything according to the diverse ways we each think things needs to be fixed in.

The Spirit has broken new ground with Francis and through Francis—first South American, first Jesuit, first Francis, first to ask for shared silent prayer.   As a priest, bishop, and cardinal, he strove to be in relationship with those in his diocese and was aware of the church’s prophetic vocation to be in solidarity with the oppressed and vulnerable.  His views on reproductive justice, the role of women in leadership, and the place of queer Catholics, however, have much to be desired.  His positions have been sources of both praises and curses. Like many, I too have my litany of hopes and desires for things that need to be undone, redone, and created new within the Church.  But I have also realized that he is just one person, a person who like me (and like all of us) is filled with contradictions, who will not always get it “right,” and who will try his best to be faithful to the Spirit (like all of us).  Francis is our leader but he is not the church.  My prayer, hope, and soul-filled yearning is that we as a community of faith recognize that together we are all THE church.

The shoes into which he is stepping into are ones filled with a lot of baggage—mishandlings of sexual abuse, increasing acts of violence throughout the world, decreasing numbers of priestly vocations, and a growing number of people who feel a disconnect and sense of abandonment from the Church.  If we believe that we are all the church, this baggage is not his to bare alone—we must all carry it and do our part to heal the church.  Saint Francis of Assisi was entrusted with the mission to “rebuild my church”, it was a mission that he could not and did not live into alone.  The mission of “rebuilding church” was embodied by a community; a group of people who supported each other, nudged each other, challenged each other, and ultimately loved each other.   It is this same Spirit that we must embrace today–the problems facing the church cannot be solved by one man but will take all of us tapping into holy chutzpah to repair, reform, renew, and re-member the Church.

May Francis of Assisi, Mother Frances Cabrini, Francis Borgia, Francis Xavier, Francis of Sales—all known and unknown “Francis” saints surround our new pope; may they walk with him, mentor him, nudge him, and inspire him.  May he, and all of us, be filled with the Spirit’s sacred sass to rebuild a church for and with all people.   Que asi sea!!!

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About delfinwaldemar

i am a native of miami, fl and i am of cuban and salvadoran heritage. i am a social worker and queer theologian who is passionate about engaging the intersections of religion, sexuality, race/ethnicity, and justice—specifically around lgbtq issues. i have a master in divinity as well as a master of social work. as an activist scholar of faith, i am interested in creating spaces where individuals and communities are safe and challenged to explore identity, expression, gender, and orientation in their complexities. i enjoy cooking, eating, laughing, writing, photography, eating more, “queerying” theology, and spending time with family and friends--especially my dearly beloved (while also driving him crazy). my approach to life is rooted in la lucha (the struggle)—lifting up our stories and experiences to inspire creative and authentic conversations and actions that thrive outside boxes transgressing dominant narratives. i hope this space will provide folks who feel isolated or disconnected from communities, especially religious one, an opportunity to wrestle and reconnect and re-member and simply be with the sacred. being raised roman catholic, i have felt marginalized and alone because of who i am within my church community--my queerness bars me from being able to pursue ordination and so this blog will be a space for me to share my journey of faith through homilies, pictures, liturgies, rants, prayer is that this space become a pulpit and sanctuary, a new way of living into our call to radical holiness juntos...a place where you, me, G-d will caminar juntos y juntas en la lucha. Amen.

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